Alpha Centaurian Starseeds

These people are very complicated. They know it too! A true Alpha Centaurian will know exactly what I mean. They constantly change their minds, and they will have a love/hate relationship with people. That is because at one time their planet was over taken by entities that enslaved them, so they seem to think that everyone is out to get them sort of like the Vegans. But, they try to get along with people though. They are highly competitive, and if they see something or someone who they feel intimidated by, they can have the tendency to be a bit spiteful. I had an Alpha Centaurian Client who felt a bit jealous of me once. She would come for the readings knowing she liked them, but due to her jealousy, she would always try to find something in them that rubbed her the wrong way. Or, she would come for advice, but purposely go to someone else for it. For example, I am a counseler, I suggested counseling, but she went to someone else just to make me feel incompetent. She even lied to me in her readings to try to prove me wrong. That is how the bad side of an Alpha Centaurian can get, and it isn’t only that one client. I have come across many of them. The great things about them is that they truly want to learn, and re-awaken. Many of them have selected to have amnesia. So, it is a major goal to have their memories restored by any means. They are also loners, as many starseeds are, but they seem to have more of a social anxiety going on than anything. You can’t blame them. The war back home really made them leary of everyone.
These soul types fit into the ordinary people here on Earth, but they try to find something that sets them apart. The truth is, the just do not believe in themselves enough to do that though.. They are very insecure people for the most part, and are very humble to the point of not wanting to see anything special in themselves while they purposely look for it. That is what makes them complicated. Due to the hardships back home, while they are here they are defensive, and guarded. They seem to be quite superficial and judgemental too. Humbleness, but while judging others. It just doesn’t make sense, but that is the Alpha Centaurian for ya.  They are smart and do things their own way, and hate being told how to do anything. It makes them feel insecure and like others view them as being someone who isn’t capable. Which is very untrue, because if they put their mind to something, they would indeed be able to achieve it. They are usually good at office work or being an assistant in some way. They are never the leaders of the bunch, because they hate being in the spotlight. They are extremely recluse. Their interests are reading, researching and trying to find a way to enhance their mind, body, and spirit, so much so that it becomes their whole life.
 They are a bit unorganized though because that is how they find things. Having things all around helps them remember where they put something. They are usually that one off friend in the crowd, because they fit in, but do not join in. They are strong willed, and determined, and have a strong opinion, and will be the people that do not like crtiticism. Anything that you say constructively about them will be taken completely the wrong way they just do not like others trying to them something about themselves at all.
At a higher vibration, they sure do try hard to fade into the background, becoming the wall flowers at parties, and dances, clubs etc, as they watch their friends around them all act outgoing, when deep down they are the same way, but sometimes do not have the confidence to show it. This is the aftermath f the traumatic experience on their home planet. Although they have great style, I noticed that most of them wear causal clothing, that feels good, and comfortable to them when they are hanging out. They are very athletic, and love playing sports, but you will not find them watching them. They have to be hands on to find any enjoyment in things like that. Alpha Centaurians are usually the people that you see with all of the latest stuff because everyone else has it, and they know they are above the average humans, but they would never try to present themselves as if they are. Unless, they feel like someone is trying to act better than them, then look out! Because then they will go out to prove the point, that no one is above them at all, even if it means taking part in some friendly competition.
They can be a bit frustrating to those who have them in their lives, because they are not really upbeat people.  They are quiet with a mind full of thoughts, that they know to be above average, but they often keep it to themselves, which makes the people around them feel as if they are stuck up, but they aren’t.
They come from 12 light years estimated, from earth, which is pretty close to our own solar system, but they are very different from the souls who end up here. Their society back home, is a place where they all act equal, communicate, and work in harmony with one another. It is advanced technologically, but they sometimes forget how ahead of earth they truly are, and succumb to the 3D vibration for at least most of their journey here as an incarnated being,